the reason that i have so much trouble holding down a stereotypical "job" is because i have depression and borderline personality disorder. and yesterday was a really rough day.
i felt triggered all day. i wanted to cut, and had suicidal thoughts, and couldn't sleep. the thing is, when i go to bed, all i do is lay there and catastrophize. i ended up not getting to bed until 5:30. i turned off the lights and the sun was starting to come up.
i woke up this morning feeling much the same as i had when i went to bed, but then i joined a team of etsians who are based out of rochester. their stuff is AMAZING!!!!!!! use the tag RNEST when you're looking for stuff on etsy...this stuff is beautiful!!!
it motivated me to get off the damn computer and work on the totebag i'm making...you see me working on it don't you? rotflmao
facebook is all foccacta today...
and i'm getting music for the trip to nyc!